5 weeks on…
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Jack is over a month already. wait… a whole month?!? in fact he is now 37 days old. the last 37 days have been somewhat of a blur. all the bad days seem to merge into 1 and the good days are what stand-out. thats not because there are more bad than good, i think its just getting easier to remember the good and blot out the bad. (although on a bad day, i guess i feel differently.)
Jack has the biggest, sweetest smile around. his whole face lights up and its a smile of pure joy. i adore his smiles. he is very smiley in the mornings when he will just lie in my arms and smile at me. its so special, that each and every morning i get a tad teary. it feels like he is smiling for me only, and makes me feel so loved. i mean, who wouldnt love their food source?!? 
The big guy is outgrowing his clothes!! he is already out of his 0-3month stuff and in 3-6month clothing. its unbelievable i know. oh… and he is in size 3 nappies!!! he has to be 1 of the youngest babies to accomplish this. well at least that i know of. he must be over 6kgs now.
Jessie has cut 2 teeth, and had nother 1 of her RUV’s (Random Unknown Virus). poor thing. she was so grumpy yesterday and so HOT. i feel so bad for her as theres nothing that i can do to help her. well, the only thing i can do, she hates. suppositories are not her friends. she actually tried to hold her bum so i couldnt put 1 in. 
made me so sad. but she is better now.
i have mastitis! ouch ouch ouch i would not wish it upon anybody. its so sore that i dont want B to hug me. luckily we caught it early and im on antibiotics. so i should be on the mend.
i have a couple of things id really like to blog about, lets hope i get there! 