moan/vent…
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im really having a bit of a hard time this week. ive got bronchitis and am on a silly amount of antibiotics.I havent slept in 5 nights due to me feeling sick, jessie waking up for the last 3 nights in a row crying and moaning for 1.5hours at 2am, then last night jack was so snotty he couldnt sleep or feed! im sitting here, scared silly of tonight. both kids are sick. and im dreading going to sleep only to be woken by crying that carries in for what seems like forever, snot or coughing.
moan, moan, moan… i know! but sheesh, im feeling a tad frazzled and very tired! yet sleep remains elusive. i was so looking forward to having a sleep when the kids both have their mid-day naps, but jessie decided that she didnt need to sleep. despite my best efforts of sleep persuasion (read; jessie its sleep time. you MUST/will go to sleep).
so thats just a short, all horrid details left out description of my day. im struggling to imagine/remember life as a healthy mom and kids. i just hope and pray things get better sooner rather than later! (as in by tomorrow!!!)