Missing…
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No, not my sanity…
I often find myself doing a head count of our kids as we skip around the house or the shops. I always feel like we come up a few short. I go “1, 2, 3… Thats all we have? 3?” Its not secret that we want a few more sprogs, but to actually feel like we’re missing some, thats a-whole-nother feeling altogether.
I have these images of crazy days, where the house is full of laughter and fun. (ok ok ok, also of the possible screaming and arguing… but this is a “good day” fantasy) Where all our sprogs are playing, jumping, riding, drawing, climbing, learning and just being siblings. Where b and I will sit back with a cup of tea and marvel at all our sprogs (ok we do that already) and just how amazing a “big” family is.
i cant wait for the day that jack has a wingman (or 2) of mayhem; my girls are having a tea party with silly hats and beautiful dresses. Dont get me wrong, I absolutely love my life and am content and happy with what we have… its just that theres a stirring in my soul, a hope that theres more amazing sprog blessings to come. That my “missing” sprogs will one day soon be home 